Definitely not the last...

Why??lol..why is it that it always has to be only when I come into the situation and always the last to comment on it and people will start to make a big fuss about it?are they not used to it?am i not supposed to comment because i'm suppose to be the "super guai boy" in everybody's mindsets??or when i comment then that it will trigger an origin for something extreme to happen??why arh?you tell me why..i really don''t know why..but the only reason i have figured out so far is because that most of the people out there are all superficial and stereotypes..."only those whom i am used to to see them making such comments on stuff then will I don't care or it's ok", if not, "oh my god, he?he??are you sure??something must be wrong somewhere..I must do something to add in the fuel or at least do something, because if he can do it and has done it, then i MUST do it too!!" is this their type of mindset??probably..even if it's not 100%, definitely there will be a 90% true..i'm not pessimistic or something but this is really what it always happens no matter when, what, where, who, why, how, bla bla bla...it always happens..good luck to all these superficial people out there cos i know that they won't last for long in anything they do in the future anyway...that is why i need to wish them luck what..makes sense??yes..absolutely...

The harsh nature of the society...

Oh my gosh...like seriously it has been ages since i last blogged!!omg!!ahahaha...its even longer than the time it takes the earth to rotate around the sun for one complete round...lol...ahahaha...get it??no?never mind..it simply means tt it has been more than a year plus plus plus of not sure how much since my last entry in this blog!!rofl..lol..hahahah...

Sadly...the blog today may be quite an emo one as I had finally learnt about the super duper uber cruel, cold-blooded, backstabbing, hypocrites, double-standards, double-faced, and sinister monsters whom I have been facing all these years...oh my gosh...like seriosly..it may sound quite uncomfortable..what the hell and who does all these don't know about what humanity is all about creatures doing here??!!!like seriously...stop being two-faced to me cos i can see all of your those "flamboyant" and whatever shapes and sizes fox tails all of you got there..do you think i can't tell that what you are doing??do you really take me as a fool??want to know something??just because that i didn't mention or show any signs about it does not mean that i am UNAWARE & IGNORANT about it..FGS (For Goodness Sake) i am the most alert and updated of whatever which is happening around me even if you didn't let me know about it or had told me the other side of the story...or rather..maybe i should put it in this way..you know only 2 ways..but i know about 100 ways of just one matter..and do you know why??because I have been TOO QUIET and all just TOO QUIET so that i can HEAR & OBSERVE & LEARN more about what is really happening..haven't you heard about the chinese saying goes that the outsider is more aware of the incident as compared to the insider??or did you forget about it??or did your teachers didn't even taught you that when you were still in primary school??or did you fall asleep or just turned a deaf ear to your teacher when she wwas teaching about this??or did you EVEN ATTEND PRIMARY SCHOOL??!! like seriously..i know of how to do this "thing" more than you do..so just stop pushing your luck and throw your airs around because i know of every move of yours which is going to come and if i were going to decide to tun the tables around you..trust me, these tables would even have hidden compartments which u didn't know about it in the first place and that it would be fatal enough just from one of it..and you know something??sometimes you are so vicious and cunning that you think you can fool me upside down..but if that's what you are thinking...seriously..just buzz off and get lost from this society!!!!!because YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE!!!!!!and even if you think you are...you are NOT!!!because i am not even sure whether you are a human or not!!!

Feeling a bit better now..sorry those curious and innocent ones whom had to look through this..really soory if this had really spoilt your mood or made your day more emo after looking at all this ...... stuff..but anyway i tin there are still some more ...... inside of me now but just that don't know how to express it in words...wait till i get these words out I may feel much much much better...

Adiyos
Steven =)

A Brand New Year!! =D=D

haha...lol...omg...like it had been such an uber super duper long long time ago since i last blogged...haha...cos was feeling kind of lazy and didn't had time to so because of having to go to work and rushing projects and assignments back then...lol...2008 was indeed a year which i had least expected with regards to the ups and downs and stuff...but do you all know something??lol...i can't even feel the year 2008 had passed even as of today...everything just seems so sudden and quick...nonetheless, just by having to judge on this...do you think having an element as time is a positive or a negative thing??haha...well...i am not sure about that as well...and guess what??i had the same feeling last year when i was counting down for the year 2008 from the last day of 2007 on e 31/12/2007...lol...and i could even remember where i was, who i was with and what was i exactly doing during that last second as i was counting down to the brabd new year 0f 2008...and now...lol...from 2008 to 2009...like seriously...i can't feel anything...though things had passed, hatchets are buried...relationships are strained, are developed, are improved...but i still feel like that there are still so many things which i have yet to do back in 2008...lol...will it be the same feeling again when i am counting down to the new decade later from 2009 to 2010??lol...i don't know...but all i know is that i will just leave it to the hands of nature as stuff and interaction and etc will happen which will then affect my mindset when it comes to the ending of the year...lol...haha...yup...now i am just tired with work and felt that i ahd not been enjoying and re-charging enough during the holidays for the brand new term to start!!!lol...haha...and sleep time and re-charging moments had been so important to me as after the new term starts...it will be...haha...guess those who are in the same course and cohort as me will know...P3 and SIP portfolio development...lol...like everything is really happening so fast and it would then be back to sleepless nights...or rather...sleepy nights but just can't go to sleep due to all the interim submissions during my P3...lol...but no matter what happens...i will and i can hang in there as i know i had did it before and i definitely could do it again...haha...to all those out there who maybe feeling the same way as i am feeling now...just cherish whatever reationships, items, stuff, etc deeply and never ever regret in anything which you had done...as by having to complete it you are already a wimmer yourself as you had managed to hang in there and didn't give up at the very last minute even at the moment when you really felt like giving up...haha...yup...so really you could just use that as as your recharger or energy booster or whatever in your own terms and then by looking at that tell yourself the same thing as well when it happens again..."If i had did it before, i definitely could do it again, it is only a matter of wheher i want to do it or not"...lol...haha...but yup...lol...sounds a bit "cim"...lol...haha...but yup...ok...guess that's all for now...should be going to bed soon already as i still have to wake up early in the morning tommorow for the student comm session tommorow!!!lol...my holidays were really all burnt to dust...lol...haha...kay in that case...till next time...c yaz!! =D

Zooming off =)

Thanks Everyone Who Had Voted For Me!!! =)

Wee pee!!! Thanks everyone who had came down to vote for me...i am really very grateful to all of you and i really appreciated it a lot...yup... =) but anyway...it's the starting of the new block and there are already and how i wish the holidays could just be longer for a little bit more...say like one week more?? =) haha...how time flies and it's already been one year and one block for me in my poly life...and i have learn so much just from this period of time...haha...be it handling and observing relationships with the people around me...or even to someone who opens up and is not that quiet as before like me...i think i have really learnt a lot from the school from this period of time and that iwill have more to learn in the next 1 year plus... =) learning how to be more independent, learning how to be more firm, and learning how to be more conscious of my surroundings...these are all which i still have to buck up on...yup...haha...but that's life...isn't it?? haha...anyways that's all for now...so until next time...c ya folks!!! =)

Signing Off.. =)

VOTE FOR STEVEN!!! 27th-29th May @ TP Cyber Centre 11am-6pm

Long time no see folks...my first entry since the beginning of the block commences...haha...but anyway, if any of you are reading this entry now, then please come down to the TP Cyber Centre 0n the 27th-29th of May and vote for me at anytime between 11am-6pm for the Design Studies' Club (DSC) Main Committee...oh yea!!haha...

Aching Away...

now just feeling quite confused, worried, afraid, shocked, and a tinch of anger...but all in one...negative feelings...argh......can you stop it and at least let me know what had happened or if that i had done anything wrong...rather than always responding so "coldly" as compared to last times...do you know how terrible and super uneasy and uncomfortable the feeling is...i had been tolerating for very long already...and why is it so when P1 is already over...shouldn't i be enjoying and not to have those feelings which i had in P1 again for the moment...but why is it not the case and that the feeling is seriously seriously even worse than P1...it is just so tight and pain in the chest...really feel like getting a stroke or heart attack any point in time now...even if P1 is over...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT IS ACHING SO MUCH INSIDE AND IT IS REALLY SO SUPER DUPER UNCOMFORTABLE AND TIGHT!!!urgh.....when then will this feeling stop...urgh...i hope it really stops before i blast it out or go bonkers......because this is seriously...urgh...ok...shall stop it...and one more thing...what is it that you cant tell me but you can tell to others and even do it behind my back...am i really like an alien to you...will i really eat you up like an alligator??okay...thats it folks...felling a bit better after letting it all out here...but apologies to those if it had affected your emotions at any point in time as you are reading this post...till next time...c ya...

Frustrating away... :-(

Happy Chinese New Year 2008!!! =)

FIrst and foremost, Happy Chinese New Year 2008 (the year of the rat) to those out there who are busy collecting their "angbaos"...lol...may this year be a prosperous new year to all...and especially to those who "chong tai sui" for this year of the rat...and these are none other than those whose chinese zodiacs are the horses...just be yourself and i'm sure you will be able to undergo this year with no obstacles...haha...but anyway...now it's goodbye to 3D Art and "Hello" to P1 "X2"...lol...though 3D Art is over...but it seems no difference when P1's work has just been piling up and up, as if there's no ending to it...lol...so going to take this long weekend as an excellent source of "Re-Charging" period for me...lol...it's going to be the most tensing at the very last lap, but i'm still going to hang there, and give it my best in whatever i do...yes...haha...other than this, then there was also DOTC 1 last weekend...it was a 2day-1night camp in Design school...quite tiring as well...as we still had to finish our work for the Phase 2 submission on the following tuesday...which only left us with about 2days ++ to finish our work...tiring...but i still thought that i did not give it my best during the DOTC 1...hence...if i'm going to be in for DOTC 2...i'm definitely going to give my 110% for it...thus...watch out guys...lol...haha...cause i'm coming...lol...back to CNY...lol...got to play a few rounds of mahjong...poker caeds...and i think there will be more mahjong coming up, one of them which is later...lol...going to play at home with my uncle, aunt and my mum or my elder sister...lol...fun fun fun...triggers the itch even more...haha...but it's quite tiring as well...as i had to "shou shui" for the lunar new year eve night...got too sleep at around 1plus2am...then the next day went to visit my grandfather and relatives for...then got to stayed over at my cousin's house until 12plus am then went home...after a round of mahjong and poker cards...lol...and woke up at ard 10plus in the morning the next day ("chu er"), and which i was late when i was suppose to wake up at 8am in the morning instead...as i had to went down to my grandfather's temple and helped out in the arrangement of the tables and chairs, and other technical stuff...for the big day tommorow...which was today...where the temple will be opened to all to come and pray and have some vegetarian meal there...and guessed what time i woke up today...5.30am in the morning...and then went down to the temple at ard 6.30am to have my breakfast there and get started with my role there asap...which is to sell the joss sticks and "paper made lotus flowers"...tensing on my retina as i have to look carefully so as not to change the wrong amount of money to those who are buying the joss sticks...imagine counting coins and notes early in the morning again and again and again...lol...when those retina were not even fully stimulated by the sensory input of the eyes yet...lol...but anyway still managed to complete my role there and then went back home at around 4plus in the afternoon...got a shower and some noodles and beehoon for my meal then came to blog...lol...so tired now...going to take a break and then continue the quest for my mahjong journey in this fifteen days of the Chinese New Year 2008 in the year of the rat...lol...haha...hence...till next time...c ya folks!! =D

Signing out... :-)

First Entry in Year 2008!!! :-)

lol...it's seriously a bit late for this...but i can't help it from my busy schedule in work and school has just started...but it is already starting to have piles and piles of work already...3D Art & P1...lol...not surprising...but no matter what, i'm gonna hang on and overcome it with "flying colours" at the end of the day...lol...but anyway...Happy New Year 2008 Everybody!!haha...and may all your new year resolutions come true in this wonderful year ahead...yea...haha...and with that...finally for today so far in the current block...there is no hw for both 3D ARt and P1!!!lol...haha...and yesterday onli got to have a short wink for around 1 hour plus...before going to wash up and went to school early in the morning...so going t rest and have a nice deserved break later for a very exhausted me...lol...haha...and yee pee!!!i'm in e min committee for DOC 2008...lol...haha...maybe is partially due to my performance in my last event at the TP Design Open House 2008...lol...but anyway...new ideas, new friends, new everything in the next event for me and also in this wonderful new year ahead...lol...haha...yea...so yup...going to take a rest now finally...haha...and till nest time...c ya folks!! =)

Zomming off... :-)

work...

lol...had not been updating my blog for another close to half a month again i guess...lol...this is because i have been quite occupied by work at Tommy Hilfiger...yea...haha...nonetheless, the outlet had been having some sales going on for some christmas and pre-holidays special...so quite busy and drained after work...especially for the staff sales on friday...it was like "a chinatown during the pre Chinese New Year period"...lol...yea...but the sales was quite good there...lol...and i happen to learnt that the outlet which i am working at currently is the one that has been having the highest amount of sales daily as compared to the other outlets in Singapore...lol...haha...all thanks to great and "aggressive" sales assistants like ME!! >< lol...haha...yea so hope to have more gatherings in these next few days during the vacation...as it will be a load of strenous work again when the school starts...zzz...3D Art and Project 1...must really stay focused and concentrate for that period of time...yea...haha...so going to work tommorow again for the afternoon shift till closing...haha...have been working three days consequtively with tommorow as the fourth already...lol...and taking that one of the days is a full-shift one...which means to start work from the opening of the outlet all the way till the closing time...yea...and that day happened to be on a Saturday...zzz...lol...but guess if i want to earn more money...this is what it takes...yea...haha...yup...so guess i'll update again asap when i have the time off from work i hope...haha...so till next tine...take care and c ya!! =D

Signing out... :-)

Back from Penang!!! =D

wow...what an another fun-filled and overseas trip for me for this vacation...lol...i went to Penang, Malaysia!!!haha...though missed some "happenings" back in S'pore...but i will not forget someone's birthday...lol...Happy Sweet 17th Birthday Leong!!...haha...yea...i went to Penang...and according to my mum, i've been there before, but it was like around 12 years ago!!lol...this time round went there...and it was like wow...i like the beautiful scenery there...the only thing i can complain there is the kind of service provided in that hotel and those "greedy" taxi drivers...all "money-suckers"...but went there and shopped and shopped and ate, and shopped and ate, and shopped and ate, and climbed a "mountain" at there as well...then also went to take a look at some of the old places where my mum and grandma grew up there as well...and according to my mum who had not been to Penang as long as i did, which is like around 12 years, lots and lots had changed...such as the many "just-built" high-rise buildings there...Penang is actually an island away from the main Malaysian island a little apart...so there will this long bridge from the main island to Penang, and oh man the bridge is don't know how many tens of times longer than the causeway...lol...but fyi, i got to take a coach bus to and fro there...yea...a bit of a long journey in te bus...and the journey is in the night...so it was like so COLD!!!lol...then slept in the bus until at interval toilet break stops where got to wake up and went to "empty" my bladder a little...lol...but it was like so much nice food there seriously...and it's really "cannot find in S'pore one"...lol...haha...how i wished could had stayed there longer, then could get to eat more of those yummy food...but although didn't get to stay longer, according to my maid when i reached home sweet home just today, she said that i was fatter as compared to when i left for there...lol...but not surprising when i got to eat like up to 4 meals a day...and one meal was like...zzz....g. Lunch: lor mee, wanton mee, curry mee, fried noodle, fried mee sua, chow kway tiao, hokkien mee, prawn noodle, fried oyster, duck beehoon, horfun mixed beehoon...lol...yea...no more no less...haha...but all these was shared among four people including me la...lol...i can't finish all of it by myself...haha...and after i checked with the weighing machine just now...i seriously gained weight...zzz...haha...then shopped at one of the shopping malls there as well, and if i remembered correctly, it was called "The Pranglin Mall"...yea...lol...got three tees and three berms, a cap, a vest, a tie, and a belt...lol...haha...this is because i don't get such prices back here in S'pore...one tee for 20 ringgit also equal to around $8-$9 Sing dollars...and one berm for 35 ringgit...and is those super "cool and trendy" one...haha...and is equal to around $16-$17 Sing dollars...and the rest so on and so for...but all in one...yea...u got it...cheap...haha...and it's in a shopping mall...haha...but it was also partially sue to the end of season and festive season that's why they having some sales going around...and good for me can get "quite a few" stuff from there...haha...yea so just came back...left for Penang on Wednesday night, then just came back this morning...so it was from 28/11 - 2/12...and from this i had actually gt to realise somethings...be it in life or in work...that by letting go something, i may actually get another thing in return...which maybe better...and when it was led go...i then realise somethings, be it a person or an object, how much it meant to me and that whether it had really ever meant something to me before...nevertheless, by realising the important and precious "stuff" to me...be it a person or something...but on the overall, i found that this trip was in the end quite "important" for me...be it to relax an have fun, or to have more exposure, or to realise something...thus it was a meaningful one and hope that there will be more of such overseas trip for me to come...yea...hence till next time...c ya!! =D

Signing off... :-)

Enthusiastic or Committment??

today went to school and had a meeting with aida and rest for the Open House 2008...lol...as i need to be there to know what is going to happen on the day itself...nonetheless, gina and i were the OICs for the OH2008...first time to be an OIC for an event...but shall give it my best shot...yea...haha...then came home after that...now i'm start to ponder over these two words..."enthusiastic" and "committment"...well...as i was thinking that the mass number of people joining the SA in the school are because that they just want the "SEAL" points in order to further their studies after their polytechnic education??or just to go and have fun??or to be committed and attend all the meetings and anything that has regards with the CCA...what the...not that i don't like or something...but i just feel that those people who want to join the SA because they just want the SEAL points, or have fun and being enthusiastic in something...then i think that SA is not even the least correct place for them AT ALL!!it's like if they want to have fun or what, they can go to somewhere else to do so...but not ever in SA for goodness sake...it's like by doing so, it's so self-centered and selfish of them, and always to mess up everything and get everybody involved to clean up the mess they had made after that...because why??it's simply because that when they initially joined SA, they were not even "Committed" to it...that's why...being committed to something and being enthusisatic about something is totally different...you maybe cmmitted about something by taking all responsibilities and duties, or even consequences if there are any about it...but you may just be enthusiastic about something by just playing "THAT" part and totally ignore the other aspects of it...to me, i despise and feel shameful to these people around especially when they are even in SA...like ruining the image and destroying everything like that...suck selfish and sickening ...... anyway, just suddenly thought of it and blogged it...and that it's really irritating to me when there are "such" people around especially all the more in......but right now guess that's all so far...so till the next post again...so long...

Signing out...

-_-lll... zzz......

didn blog for yesterday again...lol...well, ytd just went to cousin's house in the afternoon then stayed there and slacked all the way till around 11plus coming to 11.30pm at night then went thome...haha...as it was so bored at home...lol...then today went to see a doctor early in the morning as i had a running nose, sore throat, and some gastric cramps...lol...so sick...and all due to the workload given!!!...argh!!! lol...then went there and it was a crowd there...guess the awkward weather nowadays recently must had gotten most of the people sick as well...lol...so waited for almost half an hour or more for my turn...then it began to rain cats and dogs again...and it was already around 12.40pm plus in the afternoon, where there will be an SA meeting in school later at 1pm...nonetheless, i took a cab to school from there...and luckily i was not late for the meeting then...and that JY go sabo me and gina to be OIC for the Open House 2008 for the Design School on the whole...lol...urgh...u this JY...be prepared not to be spared under my mercy...lol...haha...then after that went to sing at kbox at marina with joe and wc...and even though i was having a running nose and a sore throat, i still went to sing despite it was almost impossible for most of the people...as i didn't want to last minute cancal the outing, if not it would then not be very nice as well...yea...so went to sing until 6pm in the evening then went to PS for RHD crap dinner at LJS...been having LJS for the last couple of days...lol...and i'm still having a sore throat...after that i felt a bit tired and that i would also need to rest well and rest early due o my sickness...and guess what...i would have to recover asap from this sicknesses as i will be going to Malaysia for an overseas hoilday trip with ym family...lol...to get sick at the wrong time....and to get the "full package" as well at one shot...so went home and bathed and had a little of TV, then came online and started to blog...argh...hope that i would really recover from all my sicknesses asap for the overseasa holiday trip which is just the day after??lol...and that i also had not even started to pack up my stuff yet for it...argh...kind of a crappy start for my holidays...and really really seriously hope that it would going to be better holiday for me tommorow...going to rest early and start to pack some of my stuff for the overseas holiday trip...so until the next post again...c ya!! =D

Zooming off... :-)

Finally...Holidays are here!!!WOO HOO!!! haha... =D

okay...had not been updating since last week or so...yea...lol...that i even forgotten some of the things did...haha...but on the overall, it was quite a tough and strenous block for me...and there will be more to come in the next two blocks right after the vacation block...lol...but that's design...so have to bear with it...i even had to sacrificed my weekends and rejected many "promised" appoinments...lol...seriously felt so bad rejecting it after promising...but to all those whom i had rejected your appointments...tonnes of apologies...but i seriously didn't meant to reject it...as i had a lot of assignments to rush...and that even after i rejected the appointments, i still have to rush my assignments until super duper late at night till the late wee hours...super exhausted after that seriously, and it think that it maybe due to this, that i have been starting to feel uncomfortable and weird symptoms with my body...such as back ache, gastric pains, i had gastric before seriously and it was no joke, vomitted all the acid out of my stomach...and now it is starting to ache again like nobody's business...argh...why has it to be so tough for everything?is it due to the fact that i have too high an expectation for me??or is it just that i am giving myself excuses, and that i do not know how to plan my time well...argh...and right now i am not sure whether my body could take it anymore when the next two blocks "arrive", 3D Art and RHD Project 1...lol...and had even rejected appointments such as birthdays and "primary school" class gatherings...which is like once in don't know how many years to come...argh...and when i'm super duper free...nothing...just nothing...just boredom all the way...urgh...irritating...ut luckily for friday went to watched Kelly Poon's concert at Audi 1 and had a realxed time there...after all the assignments rush...then went to celebrate Chun Kiat's birthday at Bedok Senpang...lol...but by right is Bedok Block 85 la...lol...yea...so went there and had a feast to reward my days and nights of grumbling stomach...lol...have to skip some of the meals as well so as to complete my assignments on time...so had "bak chor mee", stingray, satays and fried oyster there...lol...and the "best" part came when we went thirsty and stayed there from 7plus at night all the way till 12plus coming to 1 in the midnight...lol...when most of my classmates i think whom are catching up with theri sleep already in their comfy rooms...lol...but it was okay...as it was ck's birthday...yea...so the "best" part was that we ordered three cups of sugercane on the whole for most of us...and i meant three cups per person...after finishing one cup, then another cup, and another...lol...so much sugar...argh...no wonder my stomach so pain...lol...so reached home at around 1plus am in the midnight that day, then bathed and slept...today went to queensway with tc and others...bought a wallet there...as my current wallet now has a lot of "big lobangs"...then went to Fortune Centre at Bugis for dinner with grandpa, mum and sis...lol...then went to gradpa's house for a while...and then came back for home sweet home...bathed and watched a little of TV on channel 5...some kind of war battle show...quite cool...then came online and blogged...yea...so that's my day...or rather a summary of my weeks consisting of days...argh what am i talking about...but yea...lol...that's about it...but still feeling pain in my stomach, i think it maybe a relapse or an advanced stage or something for my gastric...lol...but i really hope that it will go off soon...as the piercing pains comes at a few intervals within a day, and the feeling is terrible, unbearable...kay going to sleep and catch up some of my sleep back...and hoping that the pain will seriously go of asap...yea...and till the next poat gain...c ya...

Paining away... :-(

dotzzz......

sunday, stayed at home for the whole day to finish drawing my challenge 3...lol...and got to sleep late at night at around 12plus...as i was watching some late night TV programme...lol...then got to wake up at 7plus in the morning on the next day and then went to school for class at 9am...lol...but then only had drawing essentials on monday, as eileena will be away for the whole week!!lol...n that means no rendering for us for this whole week as well!!lol...haha...then went to ica later at lavender and got to extend my passport with wc and joe accompanying me...ps for the long hours of waiting...lol...woo hoo!!lol...finally its extended...and which means now i can travel to overseas!!lol...haha...cant wait for the overseas trip after i had extended my passport to Penang in the first week right after the end of the block...lol...haha...but i'm also anticipating for another trip to somewhere further also...as i want to travel overseas in a plane!!lol...the favourite part of travelling overseas to me...lol...nevertheless, i will only be taking a coach bus to Penang for the overseas trip with my family...lol...as they say it's cheaper...lol...coming back...so i got to wait for my turn to extend my passport...whereas wc and joe went to bugis to get a present first for wc's fren...as her birthday is coming according to her...lol...and even after they had finished buying the present, i was still waiting for my turn to extend my passport!!lol...haha...the queue was so long...haha...after that ithen went to bugis and met up with wc and joe and accompanied thm to shop at there for a while...lol...then accompanied wc back to school for her band trial...while i went to the library and borrowed some books for the rendering assignment...tiring day...lol...
today, went to airport in the morning and had a site sketch there for drawing essentials...lol...then got to tour around terminal 3 there...and it was so...super duper cool and intelligent architecture there...lol...i like it very much seriously, especially the spaciousness, clearity and the natural light coming in with the hanging panels above in the ceiling...lol...i think it is so far the most high-tech and cool airport architecture i have seen so far...lol...seriously...you should go and take a look if you have the time...esp for the rhd peeps...lol...(those who are not in the same drawing essentials class as me)haha...you will bound to appreciate it as much as i do...lol...so after that, went to eat at POPEYE at Terminal 2, then went back to the MRT station and sketched, but it was mostly informal and fun pics after that...lol...jump and jump and jump...haha...after that went to bugis again with wc and joe and accompanied them to shop around...met up with sya ltr, then walked to esplanade...super tiring and exhausting walk...my knees and feet were aching me...lol...then came home after that...another exhausting day for me again...but despite we won't be having classes for tomorrow as well as friday...lol...i still have to go back for TP Rawks...zzz...and i bet it's going to be more draing than what i had for the past few days...lol...oh well, guess it's time for me to recharge for another potantially draining day tommorow...lol...hence till then...c ya!!haha... =D

Signing out... :-)

zzz......

lol...what a "zzz......" day it was...lol...went to my cousin house to pray to my grandma early in the morning...then got to rush to school after that for another SA training for TP Rawks again...lol...after that went home to take the keys to go to my new house at tampines to burn the incense for the day...lol...after that then came to my cousin's house again and online since then...lol...then started to blog now...haha...hais...so boring...and that i still have to do my challenge 3 later as aida wants it to be submitted to her by monday...which is the day after in the drawing essentials class...lol...now feeling bored and a bit of discouraged to do my challenge 3 for drawing essentials...lol...whereas i now feel like more to slack around first...and then to rush it through again tommorow...which in the end i will definitely have to stay up late again to finish it...lol...haha...so guess i'm going to start later after my dinner at my cousin's house then...lol...haha...no choice...haha...and well...guess that should be all for the day so far...lol...haha...so till the next post...so long folks!!haha... =D

Signing out... :-)

cont'd...

so monday went to clarke quay to sketch...then "drag" myself back to school for rendering later...lol...got to learn how to use watercolour in rendering class that day...after that then went back home...and stayed till 4plus to finish thechallenge 1...lol...super tiring and draining...and really got to pull myself up hard from bed on the next day...as i have to wake up early for the morning draing essentials class tomorrow...zzz...next day it was...tuesday...went to school and submitted challenge 1 in class...and it was Farhan's Birthday!!...lol...and i didn know it until at Pizza Hut...lol...ps...but again...Happy 18th Birthday Farhan!!haha... =D so went to Pizza Hut at TM after class to celebrate farhan's birthday...had a "high time" there...lol...but the best was yet to come...lol...then went back to rendering class later and we were taught on how to render with markers...lol...after class, sh and i then went to the library and got to meet up with joe, wc, and adrian...lol...and that was when the "highlight" of the day came...lol..."my anti-gravitational tree", "adrian's crossed-eye" , and wc's rabbit/hamster sound...lol...haha...upon which we all laughed and had a high time there as well...lol...but it was down to work again for me when i reached home...as i had to complete my challenge 2 for the drawing essentials the next day...lol...so again stayed until 3plus then completed my sketch on the elevation of the building for challenge 2...haha...super drained already...seriously...it really felt like i'm going to collapse after drawing another line...lol...then woke up the next day at 7am again...lol...super lack of sleep...haha...and submitted challenge 2 in class later...wednesday, airbrush-ed for rendering and a pile of work for drawing essentials to be completed by the next lesson...argh...zzz...but i was clever enough to have sleep through the whole night upon reaching home later after having my shower and dinner...lol...and re-charged back "some" of my "drained-away" energy...lol...then it was TV for me for a while in the early afternoon on Deepavali...Thursday...fyi, woke up at 1plus in the afternoon on thursday...lol...after TV it was then down to work again for me all the way till 3plus again...then went to bed and woke up today at 7am in the morning again...as usual, the most difficult day for me to wake up in the whole week...some of you may know why...lol...and went to school early today to finish some of the shading for the hands-on-exercises for drawing essentials...today in class, got to learn how to sketch pattern for materials on both elevations and plans...got to be dismissed earlier for today at around 11.20am plus...and then went to ITAS for lunch nad went back to the rendering studio for the continual part of the airbrush for rendering class...finally got to finish it...and finished my marker rendering as well...lol...but now, challenge 3 for drawing essentials, and one rendered interior and one non-rendered exterior...zzz...how i hope that this block's going to end real soon...haha...then it;s going to be holidays!!oh yeah!!haha... =D quite exhausted now...so guess i'm going to tuck into bed early later...lol...tomoorow still must wake up early for SA training in school and go to my ousin's house in the morning at around 11am for something...so till next time...c ya!! =D

Dozing off... :-)

Happy 18th Birthday Farhan!! =D

First and foremost...Happy 18th Birthday Farhan...didn wished you "Happy Birthday" on that day...ps...so doing so now here...haha...and may all your wishes come true in this upcoming year...lol...had not been blogging for days...as i was super duper ultra tired after days and days of drawing and drawing over and over again on the same things, and even re-drawing some of the stuff which aida didn find it quite right...lol...so for saturday, i went to my new house and did some final touches before i finally move in soon...lol...haha...i really have been anticipating this ever since i moved to Simei...lol...and i shaded some of the rendering stuff there...lol...thought that it would be a breeze for me in shading...however it was not the case...lol...then went home and continued to shade again...so tired can...then had to draw a tree, a plant, and a human for the rendering class the next day...slept at 4 plus on Sunday night...and overslept the next day...that's y i was late for the meet up with wc, vivian, yy, and joe...haha...really ps...as we have to go to clarke quay for a site sketch the next day...lol...haha...ok...going for supper now...so till next time...c ya!! =D

Zooming off... :-)

tired......

had been another tiring thursday and friday for me...lol...well for thursday, got to draw some stuff for the hands-on-exercises and presented the powerpoint slideshow on our group research for the rendering class...then got to sketch and sketch and sketch until 5plus in the midnight later...and then slept until 8am only, then got up and had a shower and went to school later for the drawing essentials class...lol...was feeling super duper tired in class...lol...but it only "relapsed" after the rendering class later...lol...where i was still able to "keep it up" for the day for both of the classes...haha...then went to ITAS with sya, wc , and adrian, and had some riddles there which actuall made me "cheered-up" and "energized"...lol...haha...i then went back to the rendering studio for class after that...lol...after class, then went to the library and borrowed a few books on how to sketch plants, trees, and humans...lol...haha...after that, then left for home sweet home with sh's dad fetching me...lol...haha...thx...lol...upon reaching home, then went down and "chilled" with edwin and damian...lol...had been a long time since we last caught up...lol...hope that there will be more to come...lol...then got back home and had my shower then came online and strated blogging...buti guess that should be all for the day...and that i will be turning in for bed after this...lol...really exhausted now...and need to catch up with my sleeping time...lol...hence, till the next post...so long folks!! =D

Signing out... :-)

A Date With The Ants......

lol...today went to school again early in the morning...went outdoor to sketch trees and and a car for class today...lol...so many ants there that some even bit me as i sat there sketching!!...lol...so itchy!!argh!!lol...and thats not all, after class went to sh's house to do the architectural rendering research project with paul and sijia...lol...and at there, i was scanning the pictures needed for the powerpoint slides for most of the time, and there they were again on sh's house telephone in her room on the computer table...lol...and some even climbed onto my hand and bit me as well...argh!!lol...go pick someone your own size!!lol...haha...so had a busy afternoon doing the architectural rendering project at sh's house after school...then after that went to marina square with paul and sijia and had our dinner there...lol...and i got a new water bottle and a vest...haha...exhilarated after getting myself something as usual...lol...then came home and had a shower and a little of TV, then came online now and started to blog...lol...argh...haha...but still got some more work to do later, got to sketch 3 vehicles (rendering & drawess), 3 trees and 2 furniture...lol...guess i'm gonna stay up late to work again...lol...and that i have no choice but to get used to it, as this maybe part and parcel of my life in the future if i'm gonna continue this in my career path...lol...haha...so i guess that's all for the day, and i'm going to start doing my work now...lol...hence till then...c ya!! =D

Zooming off... :-)

early dismissal......

lol...what an early day toay for me to go home...lol...super duper not used to it...and it felt like i had just skipped a class or that something was missing back then when i was going home...haha...but very sorry to sya, wc, jl, and josephine, esp to jl...as i could see that she was not quite happy back then...for waitng for me at the bus stop just now for so long, but i already told wc that i reached the school ready when she called me...and that when she called me, i had also just reached the schoo like a few minutes ago only...not even 5 minutes.....yeah...and as i was already going to be late, hence i then took a cab to school...if not for that, i wouldn't had took a cab to school back then...and i also didn't know that they all wanted to meet up first before going for class together...and that i was already going to be late, hence i thought that they would go off for class first, in order not to be late cause of me...but still, i will let them know the next time that will i be meeting them and go to class together or to ask them to go for class first...so had drawing essentials in the morning again...today got to learn how to define and vary different types of gradiation by texture and linetypes...it was ok at the beginning, but then it became quite sleepy after that, as the spirals we drew on the sketchbook for the first exercise of the day, made us went a bit dizzy and sleepy back then...haha...esp wc's and josephine's spirals...lol...made me even "sleepier" after looking at it...lol...initially intended to do the research groupwork for architectural rendering later in the library, however as sh had some house down to settle, hence we all left early and went to long john at bedok interchange and had our lunch there first, with wc, sh, sya, josephine, and adrian...then it was home sweet home after that...what an early day for me to go home for the day...lol...seriously not used to it, and will feel that like something is missing or that i had just played truant or something...lol...but guess this will only be for today, and then it will be back to the normal school days when we go home at night then...lol...but well, i guess that's all for the day so far...and till next time...c ya!! =D

Signing out... :-)