Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Aching Away...

now just feeling quite confused, worried, afraid, shocked, and a tinch of anger...but all in one...negative feelings...argh......can you stop it and at least let me know what had happened or if that i had done anything wrong...rather than always responding so "coldly" as compared to last times...do you know how terrible and super uneasy and uncomfortable the feeling is...i had been tolerating for very long already...and why is it so when P1 is already over...shouldn't i be enjoying and not to have those feelings which i had in P1 again for the moment...but why is it not the case and that the feeling is seriously seriously even worse than P1...it is just so tight and pain in the chest...really feel like getting a stroke or heart attack any point in time now...even if P1 is over...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT IS ACHING SO MUCH INSIDE AND IT IS REALLY SO SUPER DUPER UNCOMFORTABLE AND TIGHT!!!urgh.....when then will this feeling stop...urgh...i hope it really stops before i blast it out or go bonkers......because this is seriously...urgh...ok...shall stop it...and one more thing...what is it that you cant tell me but you can tell to others and even do it behind my back...am i really like an alien to you...will i really eat you up like an alligator??okay...thats it folks...felling a bit better after letting it all out here...but apologies to those if it had affected your emotions at any point in time as you are reading this post...till next time...c ya...

Frustrating away... :-(

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