A Brand New Year!! =D=D

haha...lol...omg...like it had been such an uber super duper long long time ago since i last blogged...haha...cos was feeling kind of lazy and didn't had time to so because of having to go to work and rushing projects and assignments back then...lol...2008 was indeed a year which i had least expected with regards to the ups and downs and stuff...but do you all know something??lol...i can't even feel the year 2008 had passed even as of today...everything just seems so sudden and quick...nonetheless, just by having to judge on this...do you think having an element as time is a positive or a negative thing??haha...well...i am not sure about that as well...and guess what??i had the same feeling last year when i was counting down for the year 2008 from the last day of 2007 on e 31/12/2007...lol...and i could even remember where i was, who i was with and what was i exactly doing during that last second as i was counting down to the brabd new year 0f 2008...and now...lol...from 2008 to 2009...like seriously...i can't feel anything...though things had passed, hatchets are buried...relationships are strained, are developed, are improved...but i still feel like that there are still so many things which i have yet to do back in 2008...lol...will it be the same feeling again when i am counting down to the new decade later from 2009 to 2010??lol...i don't know...but all i know is that i will just leave it to the hands of nature as stuff and interaction and etc will happen which will then affect my mindset when it comes to the ending of the year...lol...haha...yup...now i am just tired with work and felt that i ahd not been enjoying and re-charging enough during the holidays for the brand new term to start!!!lol...haha...and sleep time and re-charging moments had been so important to me as after the new term starts...it will be...haha...guess those who are in the same course and cohort as me will know...P3 and SIP portfolio development...lol...like everything is really happening so fast and it would then be back to sleepless nights...or rather...sleepy nights but just can't go to sleep due to all the interim submissions during my P3...lol...but no matter what happens...i will and i can hang in there as i know i had did it before and i definitely could do it again...haha...to all those out there who maybe feeling the same way as i am feeling now...just cherish whatever reationships, items, stuff, etc deeply and never ever regret in anything which you had done...as by having to complete it you are already a wimmer yourself as you had managed to hang in there and didn't give up at the very last minute even at the moment when you really felt like giving up...haha...yup...so really you could just use that as as your recharger or energy booster or whatever in your own terms and then by looking at that tell yourself the same thing as well when it happens again..."If i had did it before, i definitely could do it again, it is only a matter of wheher i want to do it or not"...lol...haha...but yup...lol...sounds a bit "cim"...lol...haha...but yup...ok...guess that's all for now...should be going to bed soon already as i still have to wake up early in the morning tommorow for the student comm session tommorow!!!lol...my holidays were really all burnt to dust...lol...haha...kay in that case...till next time...c yaz!! =D

Zooming off =)

Thanks Everyone Who Had Voted For Me!!! =)

Wee pee!!! Thanks everyone who had came down to vote for me...i am really very grateful to all of you and i really appreciated it a lot...yup... =) but anyway...it's the starting of the new block and there are already and how i wish the holidays could just be longer for a little bit more...say like one week more?? =) haha...how time flies and it's already been one year and one block for me in my poly life...and i have learn so much just from this period of time...haha...be it handling and observing relationships with the people around me...or even to someone who opens up and is not that quiet as before like me...i think i have really learnt a lot from the school from this period of time and that iwill have more to learn in the next 1 year plus... =) learning how to be more independent, learning how to be more firm, and learning how to be more conscious of my surroundings...these are all which i still have to buck up on...yup...haha...but that's life...isn't it?? haha...anyways that's all for now...so until next time...c ya folks!!! =)

Signing Off.. =)

VOTE FOR STEVEN!!! 27th-29th May @ TP Cyber Centre 11am-6pm

Long time no see folks...my first entry since the beginning of the block commences...haha...but anyway, if any of you are reading this entry now, then please come down to the TP Cyber Centre 0n the 27th-29th of May and vote for me at anytime between 11am-6pm for the Design Studies' Club (DSC) Main Committee...oh yea!!haha...

Aching Away...

now just feeling quite confused, worried, afraid, shocked, and a tinch of anger...but all in one...negative feelings...argh......can you stop it and at least let me know what had happened or if that i had done anything wrong...rather than always responding so "coldly" as compared to last times...do you know how terrible and super uneasy and uncomfortable the feeling is...i had been tolerating for very long already...and why is it so when P1 is already over...shouldn't i be enjoying and not to have those feelings which i had in P1 again for the moment...but why is it not the case and that the feeling is seriously seriously even worse than P1...it is just so tight and pain in the chest...really feel like getting a stroke or heart attack any point in time now...even if P1 is over...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT IS ACHING SO MUCH INSIDE AND IT IS REALLY SO SUPER DUPER UNCOMFORTABLE AND TIGHT!!!urgh.....when then will this feeling stop...urgh...i hope it really stops before i blast it out or go bonkers......because this is seriously...urgh...ok...shall stop it...and one more thing...what is it that you cant tell me but you can tell to others and even do it behind my back...am i really like an alien to you...will i really eat you up like an alligator??okay...thats it folks...felling a bit better after letting it all out here...but apologies to those if it had affected your emotions at any point in time as you are reading this post...till next time...c ya...

Frustrating away... :-(

Happy Chinese New Year 2008!!! =)

FIrst and foremost, Happy Chinese New Year 2008 (the year of the rat) to those out there who are busy collecting their "angbaos"...lol...may this year be a prosperous new year to all...and especially to those who "chong tai sui" for this year of the rat...and these are none other than those whose chinese zodiacs are the horses...just be yourself and i'm sure you will be able to undergo this year with no obstacles...haha...but anyway...now it's goodbye to 3D Art and "Hello" to P1 "X2"...lol...though 3D Art is over...but it seems no difference when P1's work has just been piling up and up, as if there's no ending to it...lol...so going to take this long weekend as an excellent source of "Re-Charging" period for me...lol...it's going to be the most tensing at the very last lap, but i'm still going to hang there, and give it my best in whatever i do...yes...haha...other than this, then there was also DOTC 1 last weekend...it was a 2day-1night camp in Design school...quite tiring as well...as we still had to finish our work for the Phase 2 submission on the following tuesday...which only left us with about 2days ++ to finish our work...tiring...but i still thought that i did not give it my best during the DOTC 1...hence...if i'm going to be in for DOTC 2...i'm definitely going to give my 110% for it...thus...watch out guys...lol...haha...cause i'm coming...lol...back to CNY...lol...got to play a few rounds of mahjong...poker caeds...and i think there will be more mahjong coming up, one of them which is later...lol...going to play at home with my uncle, aunt and my mum or my elder sister...lol...fun fun fun...triggers the itch even more...haha...but it's quite tiring as well...as i had to "shou shui" for the lunar new year eve night...got too sleep at around 1plus2am...then the next day went to visit my grandfather and relatives for...then got to stayed over at my cousin's house until 12plus am then went home...after a round of mahjong and poker cards...lol...and woke up at ard 10plus in the morning the next day ("chu er"), and which i was late when i was suppose to wake up at 8am in the morning instead...as i had to went down to my grandfather's temple and helped out in the arrangement of the tables and chairs, and other technical stuff...for the big day tommorow...which was today...where the temple will be opened to all to come and pray and have some vegetarian meal there...and guessed what time i woke up today...5.30am in the morning...and then went down to the temple at ard 6.30am to have my breakfast there and get started with my role there asap...which is to sell the joss sticks and "paper made lotus flowers"...tensing on my retina as i have to look carefully so as not to change the wrong amount of money to those who are buying the joss sticks...imagine counting coins and notes early in the morning again and again and again...lol...when those retina were not even fully stimulated by the sensory input of the eyes yet...lol...but anyway still managed to complete my role there and then went back home at around 4plus in the afternoon...got a shower and some noodles and beehoon for my meal then came to blog...lol...so tired now...going to take a break and then continue the quest for my mahjong journey in this fifteen days of the Chinese New Year 2008 in the year of the rat...lol...haha...hence...till next time...c ya folks!! =D

Signing out... :-)

First Entry in Year 2008!!! :-)

lol...it's seriously a bit late for this...but i can't help it from my busy schedule in work and school has just started...but it is already starting to have piles and piles of work already...3D Art & P1...lol...not surprising...but no matter what, i'm gonna hang on and overcome it with "flying colours" at the end of the day...lol...but anyway...Happy New Year 2008 Everybody!!haha...and may all your new year resolutions come true in this wonderful year ahead...yea...haha...and with that...finally for today so far in the current block...there is no hw for both 3D ARt and P1!!!lol...haha...and yesterday onli got to have a short wink for around 1 hour plus...before going to wash up and went to school early in the morning...so going t rest and have a nice deserved break later for a very exhausted me...lol...haha...and yee pee!!!i'm in e min committee for DOC 2008...lol...haha...maybe is partially due to my performance in my last event at the TP Design Open House 2008...lol...but anyway...new ideas, new friends, new everything in the next event for me and also in this wonderful new year ahead...lol...haha...yea...so yup...going to take a rest now finally...haha...and till nest time...c ya folks!! =)

Zomming off... :-)

work...

lol...had not been updating my blog for another close to half a month again i guess...lol...this is because i have been quite occupied by work at Tommy Hilfiger...yea...haha...nonetheless, the outlet had been having some sales going on for some christmas and pre-holidays special...so quite busy and drained after work...especially for the staff sales on friday...it was like "a chinatown during the pre Chinese New Year period"...lol...yea...but the sales was quite good there...lol...and i happen to learnt that the outlet which i am working at currently is the one that has been having the highest amount of sales daily as compared to the other outlets in Singapore...lol...haha...all thanks to great and "aggressive" sales assistants like ME!! >< lol...haha...yea so hope to have more gatherings in these next few days during the vacation...as it will be a load of strenous work again when the school starts...zzz...3D Art and Project 1...must really stay focused and concentrate for that period of time...yea...haha...so going to work tommorow again for the afternoon shift till closing...haha...have been working three days consequtively with tommorow as the fourth already...lol...and taking that one of the days is a full-shift one...which means to start work from the opening of the outlet all the way till the closing time...yea...and that day happened to be on a Saturday...zzz...lol...but guess if i want to earn more money...this is what it takes...yea...haha...yup...so guess i'll update again asap when i have the time off from work i hope...haha...so till next tine...take care and c ya!! =D

Signing out... :-)