Thanks Everyone Who Had Voted For Me!!! =)

Wee pee!!! Thanks everyone who had came down to vote for me...i am really very grateful to all of you and i really appreciated it a lot...yup... =) but anyway...it's the starting of the new block and there are already and how i wish the holidays could just be longer for a little bit more...say like one week more?? =) haha...how time flies and it's already been one year and one block for me in my poly life...and i have learn so much just from this period of time...haha...be it handling and observing relationships with the people around me...or even to someone who opens up and is not that quiet as before like me...i think i have really learnt a lot from the school from this period of time and that iwill have more to learn in the next 1 year plus... =) learning how to be more independent, learning how to be more firm, and learning how to be more conscious of my surroundings...these are all which i still have to buck up on...yup...haha...but that's life...isn't it?? haha...anyways that's all for now...so until next time...c ya folks!!! =)

Signing Off.. =)

VOTE FOR STEVEN!!! 27th-29th May @ TP Cyber Centre 11am-6pm

Long time no see folks...my first entry since the beginning of the block commences...haha...but anyway, if any of you are reading this entry now, then please come down to the TP Cyber Centre 0n the 27th-29th of May and vote for me at anytime between 11am-6pm for the Design Studies' Club (DSC) Main Committee...oh yea!!haha...

Aching Away...

now just feeling quite confused, worried, afraid, shocked, and a tinch of anger...but all in one...negative feelings...argh......can you stop it and at least let me know what had happened or if that i had done anything wrong...rather than always responding so "coldly" as compared to last times...do you know how terrible and super uneasy and uncomfortable the feeling is...i had been tolerating for very long already...and why is it so when P1 is already over...shouldn't i be enjoying and not to have those feelings which i had in P1 again for the moment...but why is it not the case and that the feeling is seriously seriously even worse than P1...it is just so tight and pain in the chest...really feel like getting a stroke or heart attack any point in time now...even if P1 is over...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT IS ACHING SO MUCH INSIDE AND IT IS REALLY SO SUPER DUPER UNCOMFORTABLE AND TIGHT!!!urgh.....when then will this feeling stop...urgh...i hope it really stops before i blast it out or go bonkers......because this is seriously...urgh...ok...shall stop it...and one more thing...what is it that you cant tell me but you can tell to others and even do it behind my back...am i really like an alien to you...will i really eat you up like an alligator??okay...thats it folks...felling a bit better after letting it all out here...but apologies to those if it had affected your emotions at any point in time as you are reading this post...till next time...c ya...

Frustrating away... :-(

Happy Chinese New Year 2008!!! =)

FIrst and foremost, Happy Chinese New Year 2008 (the year of the rat) to those out there who are busy collecting their "angbaos"...lol...may this year be a prosperous new year to all...and especially to those who "chong tai sui" for this year of the rat...and these are none other than those whose chinese zodiacs are the horses...just be yourself and i'm sure you will be able to undergo this year with no obstacles...haha...but anyway...now it's goodbye to 3D Art and "Hello" to P1 "X2"...lol...though 3D Art is over...but it seems no difference when P1's work has just been piling up and up, as if there's no ending to it...lol...so going to take this long weekend as an excellent source of "Re-Charging" period for me...lol...it's going to be the most tensing at the very last lap, but i'm still going to hang there, and give it my best in whatever i do...yes...haha...other than this, then there was also DOTC 1 last weekend...it was a 2day-1night camp in Design school...quite tiring as well...as we still had to finish our work for the Phase 2 submission on the following tuesday...which only left us with about 2days ++ to finish our work...tiring...but i still thought that i did not give it my best during the DOTC 1...hence...if i'm going to be in for DOTC 2...i'm definitely going to give my 110% for it...thus...watch out guys...lol...haha...cause i'm coming...lol...back to CNY...lol...got to play a few rounds of mahjong...poker caeds...and i think there will be more mahjong coming up, one of them which is later...lol...going to play at home with my uncle, aunt and my mum or my elder sister...lol...fun fun fun...triggers the itch even more...haha...but it's quite tiring as well...as i had to "shou shui" for the lunar new year eve night...got too sleep at around 1plus2am...then the next day went to visit my grandfather and relatives for...then got to stayed over at my cousin's house until 12plus am then went home...after a round of mahjong and poker cards...lol...and woke up at ard 10plus in the morning the next day ("chu er"), and which i was late when i was suppose to wake up at 8am in the morning instead...as i had to went down to my grandfather's temple and helped out in the arrangement of the tables and chairs, and other technical stuff...for the big day tommorow...which was today...where the temple will be opened to all to come and pray and have some vegetarian meal there...and guessed what time i woke up today...5.30am in the morning...and then went down to the temple at ard 6.30am to have my breakfast there and get started with my role there asap...which is to sell the joss sticks and "paper made lotus flowers"...tensing on my retina as i have to look carefully so as not to change the wrong amount of money to those who are buying the joss sticks...imagine counting coins and notes early in the morning again and again and again...lol...when those retina were not even fully stimulated by the sensory input of the eyes yet...lol...but anyway still managed to complete my role there and then went back home at around 4plus in the afternoon...got a shower and some noodles and beehoon for my meal then came to blog...lol...so tired now...going to take a break and then continue the quest for my mahjong journey in this fifteen days of the Chinese New Year 2008 in the year of the rat...lol...haha...hence...till next time...c ya folks!! =D

Signing out... :-)

First Entry in Year 2008!!! :-)

lol...it's seriously a bit late for this...but i can't help it from my busy schedule in work and school has just started...but it is already starting to have piles and piles of work already...3D Art & P1...lol...not surprising...but no matter what, i'm gonna hang on and overcome it with "flying colours" at the end of the day...lol...but anyway...Happy New Year 2008 Everybody!!haha...and may all your new year resolutions come true in this wonderful year ahead...yea...haha...and with that...finally for today so far in the current block...there is no hw for both 3D ARt and P1!!!lol...haha...and yesterday onli got to have a short wink for around 1 hour plus...before going to wash up and went to school early in the morning...so going t rest and have a nice deserved break later for a very exhausted me...lol...haha...and yee pee!!!i'm in e min committee for DOC 2008...lol...haha...maybe is partially due to my performance in my last event at the TP Design Open House 2008...lol...but anyway...new ideas, new friends, new everything in the next event for me and also in this wonderful new year ahead...lol...haha...yea...so yup...going to take a rest now finally...haha...and till nest time...c ya folks!! =)

Zomming off... :-)